I hate

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 08:18:10 GMT

you know my build.
you know my size.
the degree to which my eyes are astigmatic.

jesus chirst i saw why? on halloween and you would think or atleast i thought that seeing them would help reduce my obsession with their music but it did not. but it was still nice seeing them, got a little too drunk, which happens sometimes but i had a fun halloween nonetheless (sorry becca)
im tired, but im feeling creative. but that shit can wait. im ready to have hot water. i need a fucking shower and i need to really fucking wash my face. it is too fucking cold to do that shit. oh god goodnight, and i must add that you need to listen to gemini by why? to fully appreciate that above lyrics. because that shit is deep, and you dont even have to understand or listen to feel the fucking awesomeness coming out of some of thier songs. whewswwww buddy i like them there band people. playing drums and shit. need to start flinging some paint around like in miss congeniality.

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 03:05:57 GMT

so im still lovin life. which is fucking cool because the last post was like a month ago and usually you got to have a big ole dramatic event that makes me want to write about howw OOOHHHH MMMJGGGGGGG I CANT BELIEVE IT!

but really the only annoying thing going on in my life is trying to break my lease early, which isnt gonna happen. but lets see. becca just turned 21 and it was super fun. we did everything becca wanted to do like eat sushi, drink at the vortex, and estoria and somehow it all worked out where i could drink too. except for ashley, but thats cause she works there.

umm work is cool. i love all my coworkers and maybe becca will join the crew! whoop whoop. school is gravy, im liking actually learning physics but i realize that is where all my efforts go, so hopefully i wont fail everything else. hmm still havin quiky encounterings with people, and its kind of a joke now. im drinking stolen wine, which is pretty sweet. there is something about trader joes wine that makes me get on livejournal and update. literally when i drink this shit is the only time i log on. Me and lindy are about to go to eastside. ahhh im so excited for the day where i can go other places than just eastside. i mean clearly they got my heart but i got to break my heart off some, you know. like not putting all your eggs in one basket. words to live by.

alright now i remember what i wanted to say, its strange how your surroundings can stay the same, but it all changes. like my house same places but new people, like so many other places that i dont even feel like listing.

and can i tell you all that balou is too fucking cute sometimes. hahahahah i love that fucker. he is digging under my bed and barking and going ape shit crazy.

so im livin life

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 05:02:53 GMT

ready for school
im ready for my birthday in november

im super excited about halloweenie cause my main band WHY? be representin it in da.

lets seee i like work, and drinkin, and drawing, and my doggies, and the chai tea im about to go consume. oh yeah and i like the badass park i adventured into, and the fact that today i went to a pool party with a bunch of lesbians, and i like vegetable juice possibly more than tomato juice

andddd i think it is awesome that i have been off work since last saturday, and that im only working tomorrow morning, than i have the whole day to figure something awesome to do
hmm ahhhhhhhh i need to figure out what my disguise will be for halloween.

ohh mary, i wanna come visit you in da keyss soo bad it hurts my belly. oh and if you ever want to make some delicious pasta just add artichokes

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 20:58:41 GMT

dude im ready to do some sihtt!
but school requires me to go to class and do some fuckin drawing tonight
you little bitch you

hmmmmmmm hmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmm hmmmm
life is silly
thats all i got when i got some crazy shit i would love to talk about
but something be holding me back

i need molllas, no work or school
so time do do what the fuck i want when i want
but i dont see it happening so i will make the best out of this shit and go pee

fuck horses i ride lions motha fucka

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 06:21:43 GMT

dude i miss fiona
she was the fucking tightest dog
and nothing better happen to balou
because hes pretty sweet
and he loves my house
he has only pooped and peed inside once
him and max chase each other around
and he gets to take all of max's like 20 toys out of the basket and play with each of them
and he can run around in the back without a collar
and tomorrow im taking him on a bike ride
so yeah he likes this place

but look at this i loved fiona in april
dude i thought i was pretty good at death but i don tthink i am

	[Monday, April 7th at 5:49pm]
hahahaha fiona just fell down and passed out on my shoes she is soooo adorable except her eyes are still open making it a little more creepy than adorable

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 21:57:23 GMT

hahahaha fiona just fell down and passed out on my shoes she is soooo adorable
except her eyes are still open making it a little more creepy than adorable

updating you kiddos

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 21:49:05 GMT

ladadada the smell of your skin lingers on my skin now

beautiful
basically my lust days are coming up based on my horoscope and i kind of feel like lust for me is a bunch of bullshit
because honestly i dont like the whole gettin shittay hookin up and shit sometimes coming out of that
i would like something a lot more real than just a mutual attraction
ahhh little fiona is learning to stay and pee and poopie outside and i love it
i dont think shes peed inside today and she slept out of her cage last night wihout fucking shit up

ohh i just got a new job right across the way from front page
so i currently work at a mexicano restaurant and it cracks me up
i eat beans and rice all the time
and fucking queso dip hell yeah

i really miss my family. i feel so old sometimes
like i havent seen them since march, but visiting isnt the same because our schedules are so crazy and different
and i miss my friends back home
they are all so much more genuine than some of the people i have met up here and consider my friends
but i have a good attitude towards new people
and im not going to let a few shitty experiences ruin my outlook, im bigger than that

ohh and i hate landlords for sucking up money with their greedy needy asshole hands, but all is fair in business
now i must commence on some homework that was due about 15 minutes ago

NIKKI HILTON IS COMING TO DOLCE
so what
but they got some kickass chicken piccatta

Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:16:55 GMT

im finally positive on one thing
but how to go about acting on it
is something i have not quite perfected

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 22:20:27 GMT

im not satisfied with my actions
i can tell i need something more real
but like before i ignore my head and i go with something that should not control my actions

plus i peed my pants last night
haha whoops sometimes im justa crazy bitch

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 03:26:45 GMT

cigarettes and chocolate milk
these are just a couple of my cravingsssssssssssss

okie dokie
happy v day to all
i wish things would speed up but slow down
i need to be able to control things and communicate at the same time, but history shows that is impossible for me
and i will either give in or give up
and basically im feeling a little and a lot of both

today was a lovely valentines days however
my daddy sent me some cool shit and so did my sister
amber bought us all valentine balloons and a delicious cookie cake and i got a rose from the bartender at work
so basically a hooked up vday for me

everything it seems i like is a little bit stronger, a little bit thicker, a little bit harmful for me

well well well

Fri, 01 Feb 2008 04:55:31 GMT

look who we have here.
i miss class wayyyyyyyyyy tooo much
and it makes me all stressed about everything because i feel i need to make up for where i lack in other aspects of my life
when really i should focus on the real goal: school and keeping good grades
if i just do that i would be so much happier and not constantly freaking out aout dumb shit like dishes in the sink, or fucking all the other crappollla i worrry abouttt
which is an endless list of things that should not matter to me when there is so much better things i should be worrying about like my uncle and his emphysema, or my sister being broke as can be
but no
i fret about fucking dishes and my car making dumbass sounds

butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt really i justttt am all like blahhblahh blahhh with school right now
however work is jazzyyy as work can be
ummmmmmm i love my roomies with all me hearta
and im glad kristen is taken a vacation up hereee
im really tired right now so im ready to go out before i pass outttttt

i miss home all the sudden
i suppose its been a while but not really
maybe im just being a big baby right now that cant handle responsibilities

its time for my monthly update

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 00:27:23 GMT

soo lets travel back in time to december
it was a lovely month
full of memories that i dont remember but i still love because they were spent with awesome people
lindseys house
bryans
the sweet hampton house where the cool kids that stayed in town partied at for new years and ashley joneses birthday
fucking harry potter
and the snake that will eat robert
and waffle house (wish i had some of that shit now)
but it all came to an end with the beginning of the year and i miss you guys
i dont know if yall realize it but im scared shitless that one day i will come back home and not have anyone to call because we all drift apart
and its not like i feel we arent close still its just that you never know what the future will bring so i definitely want us all to get our little BSC&co or whatever tattoo asap because i say fuck yeah! to having something that bonds me with you guys forever because we got a special friendship , thats for sure

and the new year has brought together some awesome roomates
in a house that is bascially one big bedroom because everything is everything naw mean
new friendships are forming and old ones are getting stronger
its like the song
make new friends but keep the old one is silver while the others gold

ewwwwwwwwwww i started school today
i got a hot teacher for the first time in forever
and hes got a potty mouth just like me so thats pretty sweet
i need a job though
an easy one

oh yeah frank the tank is awesome
hes a wee bit insane and wont learn to get off the table or not drink out of the toilet
hes currently peering over my leg watching me write about him and he doesnt even know it
its silly to say the least

basically life is pretty swell right now
i feel more balanced being back at school
i just want my friends to stick with me and not quit because even though we have no classes together i will miss knowing you guys are close by
which is weird but true

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 04:27:07 GMT

i got a sweet tat today and i cant wait to show all you kiddos!
its awesome
and hilarious all mixed into 1!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 24 Nov 2007 23:15:18 GMT

thanksgiving is pretty cool
i like food
i like family and friends
and i like thrift stores
and i like camping kinda, its a little cold so i may not like it very much but that is hardly the point
the point is i like home
and i like taking stuff to atlanta for my new home

and im a wee bit tired right now, its been a busy day but it doesnt really matter because they are playing christmas songs on the radio as well as some avril lavignenenenenenenenhejen
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
so were going to get some bromeli brothers pizza which is the DIZANKKKKKKK!

when your gone
pieces of my heart are missing you
when your gone

Tue, 06 Nov 2007 04:13:55 GMT

i am disturbed to find out Say Anything is on the same label as Cassidy
and carrie underwood?
thats so fucking weird to me
but the dudes are cool nonetheless
however i am about to check out their new album so it better be up to par

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 05:18:57 GMT

well after a lovely night of drivingg around and eatin sushi we come back to the dorms to find the magnetic words on the fridge reading
"no beer in dorms do you understand?"
and a note reading
"lets have a family meeting this weekend"

okay you need to understand
that yeah we get drunk but we arent wasted all the time like we would like to be
and our living area is not untidy
i mean sometimes yeah our trash is overflowing and our dishes need to be washed
but
theres no reason to have a meeting to discuss these problems
seriously i cant wait to get out of the dorms
i dont like being told how to live in my own house
and to be quiet
this is my time to be out on my own and do my own thing and it is being hindered by rules and other roomates that dont approve of the other 3/4 life styles

dont get me wrongg kelly is a lovely girl
but i suppose we will just have to see how the meeting goes for me to decide if i can handle her

Mon, 24 Sep 2007 15:58:58 GMT

red red wineeeeeeeeeeeeee
its up to you
all i can dooooooooooooooooo bobobobooooooooooooooo
red red wine

anyways im hungry and not for chicfila
but whateva
dont have much of a choice
ashley if you read this
i was gonna call you but i gotta spend sometime with my dad cause i havent seen him since i left
unless you count marys wedding
but i think that just made him ashamed hahah
but yes
after court you people expect phone calls

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 07:43:02 GMT

i wanna be drunk somewhere besides my room
but i suppose passing out at this time is a okay
but
back to what matters\
welll i suppose there is time later on for what matters

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 18:49:31 GMT

somethings that happen are ridiculous

like puking

and school assignments

but im about to take a nap

and if the mayor is talking shit about you guys then something will have to be done\

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 05:14:19 GMT

hahahah

life is so funny

especially when little silly things

i may shock your mind when im telling you liesssssssssssssssssssssss

i,m feeling anxious yet again

and nothing satisfies an anxious soul

curious?

so am i

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 20:48:38 GMT

you's a big faggot
i think i might be going on a date tonight
but hahaa of course i have to pick him up haha
one day i will have a boy come pick me up like most normal people
actually i think it usually is the girl that picks up you boys
cause wee all gots us some carrsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

but anyways
im about to take a shower because today i was walking back from class and it started pouring\
i really need an umbrella and rain jacket and boots because whew was i slippin and slidin girlfriend
lets seeeeeeeee
oh yeah gianine yas and amber and i got all purtied up yesterday to go to VIA
some club that sent out flyers saying
ladies 18+ and gentlemen 21+
so we were like HELLL YEAH
then we go and pay $3 for parking only to get denied with the bouncer just saying ohh the flyers were wrong
wellllll obviously asshole

but we ended up eating pizza at a cute little place called felinis so all wasnt lost

the ice in my ear shine like a chandelier

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 03:44:53 GMT

quite frankly i am really excited to be in college and living in atlanta with amazing people
and it just makes me so sad to see that they dont like it here because now i feel like i dragged them into something that they hate
and i dont know what to do, i know or atleast i feel like they will eventually begin to love it or atleast like it more
because i mean its already started to grow on them
but i suppose only time will tell

l like typing agian
well im sitting in my room procrastinating
i really like my drawing class even if it intimidates, seeing as how ive never been much of a drawer but its not all based on talent mainly on growth and creativity and i will try my damnedest(sp)
precal was silly just because an Idian woman typed out everything anyone said
it looked like this on her damn laptop

professor:
"well i used to ride bikes back in the day and i went to the east coast one time. Has anyone been to Nebraska?"

male student:
"Yeah i went on family vacation there one time. It was pretty sweet got to run in a field full of daisies."

i mean goodlord that womans pecking was driving me insane
and then the weird kids making noises was kind of odd too
but seriously atlanta is hard to navigate i believe i went around each block a few times before making it back to the commons

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 03:22:52 GMT

holy shit i just wrote the longest entry of my entire life

and ofcourse it got erased

fuck you livejournal

fuck you in the ass

anyways i love you kids and i cant wait for becca ashley nick and maybe grace and the aquarium and some kind of birthday celebration!

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 13:12:34 GMT

im scared
today is the first day of classes
ah i dont like being the new kid even if everyone else is too

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 06:30:22 GMT

either its me or something beyond my control
but i should not feel the need to go get cigs at 2:30 in the morning braless
ya know
and i really wish i had some gggggggggrrrrrrrreeen